Where’s Your Debt?

I was reading Neil Kakkar’s latest newsletter this weekend. He used to work at Bloomberg until a period of burn out saw him leave and take time out to recalibrate what he wanted from his work. His newsletters prior to this were always fascinating, mixing software design and development with a broader systemic outlook on the world of work. I read a lot of his output during my MSc.

And then he went quiet. I didn’t know why until he randomly popped up in my inbox a few weeks ago. He told his story in that first new post, so that’s how I know what’s been happening in his life since he went quiet. It didn’t sound fun.

However, thankfully, Neil is back and writing again. This weekend’s newsletter was about agentic debt.

Before I deal with that, a quick word about the word ‘debt’. Traditionally, we think of debt as financial. An extension of credit. Without debt, though, there can be no monetary system. Our entire financial system relies on debt. All systems, perhaps, rely on debt, but this is the most obvious to the majority of people. Debt accrues in many ways, through transactions, credit, use of resources, etc. Entropy means there will always be some sort of debt, (although the Laws of Thermodynamics might allow me to question that to some degree but not now and not here).

What’s important to understand is we can build up debt in all sorts of ways. Blindspots in our knowledge cause debt to build in a multitude of ways, for example. Recently, the idea of ‘cognitive debt’ has sprung up in conversations I’ve seen on LinkedIn. The more we don’t understand how we think about a problematic situation and lean heavily on ai to do our thinking for us, the more we cannot be certain of how we came to an the answer. We cannot explain our process or show our working. This debt compounds, too.

Of course, the ai grifters say that skepticism like this makes those expressing these ideas Luddites. Although I fear they don’t really know what the Luddites stood for and use the term in the prejorative, they might also be missing a point. Not understanding is one thing, but the compound nature of how these debts increase, much as they do when you spend on a credit card and don’t pay off more than the minimum amount each month, so that understanding becomes more and more opaque over time as you add more ‘thinking’ steps to your thinking processes.

I hadn’t really thought about how that type of cognitive debt might also be present within systems that are almost wholly ai generated, such as coding. Neil sets out how ai has no concept of a mental model of what it’s working on, so it does not comprehend the bigger system in which it is coding, as it’s working solely on a single problem. This causes issues over time, which compound in ways that can, and do, cause huge issues for software development. This optimisation for the task at hand is where the issue lies.

I like how Neil refers to ‘tending the garden’ when it comes to managing agentic debt. I think this metaphor is useful here. It may not work for every kind of debt, but it helps in the sense that most people could draw a map of their own garden – or childhood garden – from memory. You can hold a mental model of a specific garden and recreate it at a moment’s notice. Better yet, you can use this mental model as a sandbox for trying things out mentally before you execute any code. Or change any settings. Or ship something that might break that model. It sets boundaries, and in systems thinking boundary judgement is one of the most important steps in any systemic thinking. Without understanding the system you cannot change the system, interact with it or anything within it. Not without unintended consequences and, quite possibly, without harm being done.

The question that Neil asks that I think had the most profound impact on me as I read through his email was: “does this feature fit into the system in a way that won’t confuse the next agent, or the next human?” As he notes in his footnote, taste – and therefore choice – becomes more important than simply making changes.

I’m drawn back to John V, Willshire’s Zenko Mapping which asks, what’s the next right thing? While there are shortcomings to the tool – as there are with any and every tool or framework or model – the question being posed is a good one. More so when we apply it to ai.

LinkedIn BS #92540

Okay, the number in the title is made up. It’s probably much larger than this.

The thing is, I keep seeing this image.

A grid of squares. Many of them are grey in colour. Some are green, seven are yellow and one is red. The text at the top says there are 2,500 squares with each one representing 3.2m people in the world. Underneath the grid it says the grey squares are circa 6.8bn people and they've never used AI; the green is 1.3bn people who have used a free chatbot; the yellow represents those who pay $20/mo for AI (about 15-25M people), and the red square is for those use use a coding scaffold (circa 2-5M people). 

It's 100% bullshit.

With loads of percentage stats attached (always different). And yet not one person has questioned where the data has come from, or what the baseline was before the percentages were applied. And 3.2m x 2,500 isn’t even 8.1bn. 

And many people are concerned that critical thinking skills are being lost. Might already be too late for the LinkedIn users. And calculators.

Ignore or dislike?

I got into a brief, but interesting, discussion about ai this morning. It was with my friend, Matt, and was about an essay he suggested was good. And perhaps it was, but not for the reasons the author – and I believe Matt – were thinking.

It was all very Political, with a capital P. However, the premise that these things are binary is fraught with issues, particularly if you’re not going to define the parameters on which you base your writing.

What was interesting, to me, when I read the piece was less the ‘opinion as fact’ or the liberal (small L) use of percentages to back up said opinion, was the idea of ignoring ai or disliking ai.

I dislike ai. I do not ignore it. I understand that, like all technologies (and I include non-computing ones here), it has its uses. I also believe that, like all technologies, that it has a positive effect in a small, select number of places. That its errors and lack of accountability make it an untrustworthy “partner in crime”. Yet, it cannot be ignored – and should not be. It is hugely interesting as a tool in social change (through its adoption and its non-adoption, and by whom); it holds my interest in terms of being used to surface really valuable insights in some fields, particularly healthcare. For all the wrong reasons it’s also interesting. The fact that its use is undermining entire sectors through its misuse – lawyers not fact-checking the cases on which they base their arguments and then being shown that these cases do not exist, for example.

I’m as interesting in unintended consequences as I am in outputs. I’m interested in where it’s fair to use ai and where it might not be. I’m interested in who is using it and who actively isn’t – or perhaps more to the point cannot use it. It is an interesting subject even as I suggest that it’s not an interesting technology (yet?)

It cannot be ignored. It shouldnt’ be ignored.

To suggest that if I choose not to engage with it I’m allowing certain Political ideologies to take hold is utter idiocy when it’s clear that the media is by far the biggest problem in the information and disinformation that is spewed daily into people’s faces. That’s not ai, that’s power and influence and money. It’s the same reasons a certain billionaire in Florida was allowed to get away with heinous crimes as the fact that a certain demographics chose to believe lies on the side of a bus despite being shown evidence they were lies.

So, until such time that I believe ai will be useful to me – and that the tradeoffs are work making in terms of accuracy, speed, accountability, environmental, etc – then I will continue to dislike it.

Cutting Edge

This morning I felt the need to make something. Not anything complicated or complex. A simple thing. Something I could point at and know I’d made by hand.

And so I choose to make a couple of stencils. I’ve almost finished cutting out the first one, in between doing other tasks. It’s been fun. I quite liked the high stakes of wielding a fresh, sharp scalpel blade and having my fingers close to it. Working out how to keep them out of the way, just in case.

I printed the logos of Unspun Heroes as a mirror, so that when I cut out the black I could turn it over and have a sharper edge. It’s still very much homemade, but that’s sort of the point. I could have chosen to laser cut it, but it wouldn’t have had the same effect on me. I’d not have had a hand, literally, in bringing it to life. There would have been no friction.

I use that f-word on purpose, as it reminds me of the quote from this week’s Naïve Weekly newsletter, which Connie Liu made in response to the question ‘Why is making things good for self-actualization?‘

“Creating is an act of friction, it’s not easy to do.”

I’ve highlighted it on purpose, as it’s such a simple thing to say and yet it carries immense amounts of weight. Especially given the ai debate where the technology removes the friction almost entirely.

So, it’s back to the cutting out of letters. To making. To intent. To friction.

A reverse of the two Unspun Heroes logos, showing the black type against the white card.

Money w̶e̶l̶l̶ ̶spent

Okay, so strikethrough text in a headline doesn’t appear to be as easy as it should be, but really that’s not the point of this post.

Today I read about a PwC website for the newly minted ai training much trumpeted by the UK government and lambasted by just about everyone else. Turns out the website cost a whopping £4.1m to make. And all it does is list links to places where you can get some training. Mahad Kalam has all the info. Basically, a bookmarking site.

Then I caught a thread on BlueSky that detailed what it’s like to try and use it. I think the term is Epic Fail. (Some people noted that this wasn’t able to be read as they are blocked by the author due to following someone who isn’t liked by the author of that thread, so here’s a post that collects the thread into a single web page you can read.)

Turns out it’s not money well spent, it’s just money spent trying to show how amazing ai is and not only failing to do so, also making a mockery of government procurement, internal testing, and testing at any point with its core audience. So in some ways it’s a success. Er, right?

Polar opposites

I’ve noticed more and more that LinkedIn posts about ai come in two very distinct flavours:

  1. I love ai and use it for everything
  2. I detest ai and I won’t use it for anything, and will actively turn it off or not use a product or service that has it

Now, I probably fall into the latter for most things, and there’s a reason for this. ai is a lens. It looks at tasks, say summarising a document, through a lens. It’s not a lens I know or can know, and therefore I am less trustful of it’s summary. I can read it myself and get a summary in a reasonably short time and I also get the context around that summary. I can know it.

Where ai (by which I mean machine learning) is great is where you’re needing to find the equivalent of a needle in a haystack and to know if it’s hay or the needle. It’s brute force summarising, as it were. I don’t care how it’s done, it’ll find the needle and present it to me.

Sometimes I need both. I need to find the needle quickly, but also need to know that I can find the needle myself – or better, understand how the needle was found – as I can build out context from this. An example would be video call transriptions. I don’t find them helpful on their own, but with notes I make about body language and cadence, etc, I can build a really interesting picture about what’s important. ai, as yet, cannot. I suspect it won’t. Certainly in my lifetime. Because it’s good at using the past to determine its output and not very good at understanding the present and all its nuances and then using these to add colour.

It’s quantitative not qualitative.

Oh, and the reason I don’t want to use ai in products and actively turn it off? They’re using it to feed their machine, even when they say they aren’t. I can’t trust them. I mean, it’s not like tech companies have proven themselves to be trusted, right?

A quick thought

I’ve decided, to make sure I don’t over-think these posts, to type my thoughts straight into the interface and publish when I’m done. This isn’t because I think what I have to say is right or complete, it’s because I want to use this space as a place to think out loud. I actually want to be wrong occasionally, or at least to have be happy to be wrong later on when I’ve had more time to think things through properly.

So, that’s the premise of all these posts. I need to let go the things that are whirling around in my head – and have been for some time, if I’m honest with myself.

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I keep seeing people talking about ai as a way to speed up their thinking. I’m not convinced that’s what it can do, but I’m definitely certain that it shouldn’t be used in that way. Rather than use ai (always lower case) to speed towards making a decision on something, I’m more interested in using ai to enable humans to be able to slow down enough to think critically about what they are doing, will do, and have done.